Beaver

[CatofWar]

Got a call last night from one of my closest friends. What he said was devistating. Our friend, whom I called Beaver since I was 15, had died. It crushed me. Us three had been boys for 20 years. Where ever one of us was you could find the other two. We went through a lot together.... From getting suspended from school for being little shits, running from the cops and getting away, there's just to much poo to list. I called his phone last night. I don't know why. I just sat there crying while it rang. He was no angel by any means but his soul was true. He had an affinity for gangster rap and the niners. He loved the Atlanta braves.

This is the first time someone as close to me as he was has moved on. I'm sitting here tearing up and shaking. I want to hear him laugh. I want to fuging hug him and tell him I love him. I've been sitting here beating myself up over poo. I should have answered the phone the last time he called. He was here yesterday and now he's gone.

I'm not looking for condolences or any other horse poo. I'm going to post things here that he loved. He liked eating imitation crab meat with cocktail sauce. He'd eat packs of it. So fuging weird. This thread is for my brother that left me to soon.

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[Jangler]

Sorry to hear it.

 

I have been trying to find a best friend of mine. We had a falling out about 15 years ago, Then he called me on new years day morning 2006 and it didn't go well. I know he is not on FB, but I'm sure if I try harder I can find him.

 

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"who wants to hang out with their ugly ass girlfriend when they can hangout with their boys instead"- he looked her right in the fuging eyes when he said that. 

[PanthaSan]

Nice way to pay your respects, C.O.W.  I'm sure whever he is, he knows this.

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[Guest Dark Knight]

Thread title is misleading.

[Bradshro]

Everything thing on this thread is so true about Beaver. I know because I was the other that raised h*** with these two. Now there is only two left in the chaos. Well we chose different paths but always stuck together thru it all. Tough love became very true during after our escapades. We all went different directions and only two have made it out. The phone call I got was very disheartening to say the least. Our boy beav struggled with a lot of demons and now he is free free for the anguish that his actions produced for him. He was so loved in this world but he just could not see thru to feel that love. Now he will see love like no other has on this earth. The best thing is that there are no strings attached to the love that he is receiving right now. I love you beaver. I love you budda. By the way he hated that nickname

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Everything thing on this thread is so true about Beaver. I know because I was the other that raised h*** with these two. Now there is only two left in the chaos. Well we chose different paths but always stuck together thru it all. Tough love became very true during after our escapades. We all went different directions and only two have made it out. The phone call I got was very disheartening to say the least. Our boy beav struggled with a lot of demons and now he is free free for the anguish that his actions produced for him. He was so loved in this world but he just could not see thru to feel that love. Now he will see love like no other has on this earth. The best thing is that there are no strings attached to the love that he is receiving right now. I love you beaver. I love you budda. By the way he hated that nickname

You know he never once said anything to me about not liking it. Not a peep. I guess it's no surprise that he didn't like it. I mean its fuging beaver. CJ use to call him Treevis. I always liked that one.

[PanthersBigD]

Your tribute reminded me of that line from the Rick Ross song Mafia Music:

 

 “Used to run the streets, young nigga, bare feet. Now I’m in the suites and I’m eating crab meats.”

 

Which reminded me of this:

 

 

Not trying to make light of your loss. I've lost a larger number of friends than I should have for my age. I always use humor to deal with it. I thought this tied your friend's love of rap music and crab meats together too perfectly to not post it.